These words
meant a lot to me. I might be the
dumbiest girl on earth, but a guy once told me that he loves me, and I actually
believed him. Here is my heart broken story.
At first, I
thought he was joking. As the time passed by, he tried everything to get closer
to me, to tease me, to make me laugh… I started to believe his love. That is
when I fell in love with him.
We had so
many things in common. From time to time, he asked those annoying ̎What if…̎ questions. ̎What if I say I love you? ̎ ̎What if I ask
you out? ̎ ̎What if we date? ̎ … What if
there is no what if?
One day, everything
turned upside down. He no longer talks to me. He started to ignore me. I tried
to ask him why, but I never got the answer. I didn’t and will never know why he
did that to me. I thought our friendship was real, but obviously, I was wrong. I
spent the following two years in the same class and it was torturous. Part of me
wanted to see him, and the other part wanted to forget him. I lost thirty
pounds in two years and even passed out during a trip.
My health along with
the scar he left me recovered little by little. I even met my current boyfriend.
I let the past stays in the past. Sometimes, I bump into him in the bus. We continue
to act like perfect strangers, but it doesn’t bother me anymore.
P.S.: Je n’ai pas envie de traduire l’histoire en français. Je le
traduirais peut-être un jour… ;)
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